Entering Empire (with eyes wide open)

So the current plan is to move to the US in a year's time. And I feel concerned. US pretty much epitomises Empire for me and the thought of living there, bringing up children there, scares me. How do I resist Empire when living in the very heart of it?

The first thing that came to mind was what to do about taxes? Right now we don't earn enough to pay any to any government, so it's mostly an intellectual consideration right now. But it's possible we'd have to start paying tax at some point in the future. And I definitely don't want to pay for any of the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan, nor the 75 clandestine wars America is waging around the world (according to Johan Galtung www.transcend.org).

I watched The Story of Stuff (www.thestoryofstuff.com) and heard that US military spending accounts for 50 percent of tax revenue. My wife says, "you better check that out", not quite believing the assertion. Well, according to War Resisters International the stat is wrong. The figure is only 48 percent - regular military spending, then hidden defense spendings in other areas plus debt from previous military spending. That's a lot of dough and I don't want ANY of my money going to it. If I'm going to spend money on anything close to defense it would be for the rehabilitation of soldiers returning from active duty, to support their reintegration into society and recover from the trauma of battle.

Another area that scares me silly is Consumerism. I'll capitalise it for now as it really does seem like a religion. At the least it's a real economic philosophy. I don't want to turn into a Consumer. Or perhaps a better way of saying it is I want to get out of Consumerism. At least life in Cambodia there is a somewhat restriction on my consumption. It is still in stark contrast to my neighbours who mostly live in homes with dirt floors and pull drinking and washing water out of the local putrid open well. A lawn mower in Cambodia is a cow or a goat. And there are no ludicrous local codes preventing people from using FREE solar energy to dry their clothes on the washing line. Even in hard-baked Arizona people use drying machines - including my mother-in-law. But the fact that people "do it" is not so bad so much as how society is shaped so that healthy, non-Consumerism, environmentally-friendly options are made so difficult. Wal-Mart is a dangerous place. You go in there, look at the price tag and say to yourself, "It would be wrong NOT to buy this at such a cheap price!" Seriously!

The Story of Stuff also pointed out the process of extraction to refuse. The first being environmental destruction to get at the resources, the second is using the labour of the people who no longer have natural resources to use as cheap labour to work in the factories that are on the formerly pristine natural resources. A few years ago, in fact just one year ago, this would have felt like a complete academic reality. Ten minutes down the road from where I live this goes on RIGHT NOW. Kep Thmey, Rolous, Totung Tngay and Kilo Dawp Pii are four villages I can name off the top of my head and drive my tiny 90cc motorbike to in under 20 minutes. Some corporate genius thought it would make perfect sense (and a ton of money) to fill in the delicate mangrove coastal areas to build factories. In the meantime the land fill going into the coast kills off all the easy-to-reach aquatic life, killing off important sea grass that ensures the continuity of the most important fishery in the region and put out of work most of the local fishing community. "No problem!", says He, "I've got a factory just down the road you can all work in". Well, no one really wants a factory job, and the factory manager only lets in people with a 'decent level of education' which exludes most of the local folk who don't have a 'decent education'. If this is the happy Consumerist utopia, I want nothing to do with it! Easier said than done in the heart of Empire, I'd wager.

So what can I do to escape from the Latter Day Saints of Consumerism?

REDUCE CARBON OUTPUT AND USE OF NON-RENEWABLE RESOURCES
- I'd like to live where I don't need a car.
- I'd ride a bike or catch the bus or train instead.
- buy more things second-hand
- I'd like to limit plane travel (which is not easy being an international family and an international organisation)
- I'll limit how much I buy and the kinds of things I do buy (I'll need to clarify this point somehow)
- I won't have a TV and expose myself to all the Consumerist evangelist tracts and discipleship materials.
- remember to take the cloth bags to the market (less plastic bags)

ADVOCACY AND STRUCTURAL CHANGE
- advocate on behalf of ecological injustices
- I'd like to think of some symbolic economic symbol (like Gandhi spinning yarn) that undermines Consumerism.
- I'm not paying taxes to Uncle Sam, at least not the military part of them.
- change our investments to an approach that does not fuel the Consumerist economy, but compassionate economic practices, non-war, non-nonrenewable resources. is there a compassionate approach to investment? if so, how?

DEVELOP CONSTRUCTIVE APPROACHES
- I'd like to grow my own veggies.
- I'd like to put my savings into things that don't fuel further Consumerism or war.
- I'd like to promote the non-obsolesence of older computers by installing open-source operating systems and software like lubuntu which breath new life into old computers.
- I'd like to find ways to resist buying new and make use of used. Furniture, appliances, some clothes, technological equipment (computers, phones, PDAs, cameras), toys for the kids (and me).
- buy ebooks instead of paperbooks or secondhand paperbooks instead of new.

I'm doing my best to go with ebooks instead of paperbooks. I'm guessing that an ebook is better than a paper book. It's not made of paper. It doesn't require a massive bookshelf to keep them on. There's also tons of free ebooks online. But, obviously electronics rely on power consumption, much of it coming from fosil fuels (Australia and Cambodia) or nuclear power (US).

But I don't want to be stingey and ungrateful to live. I want to live with joy and hope and compassion. I don't want to judge others who are Consumers, but I do want to offer choice alternatives.

I'd like to begin each morning with silent meditation, practicing awareness, before starting work. I'd also like to engage in some form of productive physical activity - not just 'exercise'. Eg, growing veggies, yard work, community service, and also see housework (washing dishes, clothes, cleaning up) more part of my spiritual practices, not seeing it as a barrier to life but integrated with it.

One big bad habit I really need to work on is forgetting to take the cloth bags to the market. In Cambodian they have real markets. And Cambodia market sellers LOVE to give you plastic bags. I buy doughnuts at one bakery once and asked for a cookie. I got one plastic bag for the doughnuts, one for the cookie and one bag to put everything together!

I'm also giving up Evangelicalism. I'm not sure what this post has to do with Evangelicalism, but while I'm talking about giving up stuff this came to mind. I actually kicked the habit several years back, but I'm coming out of the closet with this one. There's too much baggage with it, and little positive in it that I can see. The focus on evangelism and a morbid atonement through sacrificial substitution just doesn't do it for me any more. Have you ever really read the Apostles' Creed - which surely was never written by any of the original apostles. In the very middle it says Jesus was born to the Virgin Mary and in the next breath dies under Pontius Pilate. Where's the rest of it? So Jesus' life and ministry has no theological value at all? It just doesn't add up. And since Evangelicalism is so closely aligned to American State Religion, which is the same as Consumerism, I'm done with it. I will engage with it, see the good in it, learn from it, and be compassionate to those who subscribe to it, but I'm signing the divorce papers on it for good.

While I'm at it ...

I've realised that I should get out of organisational development and focus more on what I'm passionate about in transformational education and learning design.

And,

that my focus is not really (perhaps never has been) poverty, but is rather Violence, with a capital V. Physical, Structural and Cultural Violence. I make it my work - professional and spiritual - to work at transforming violence and violent systems/contexts using peace and nonviolence.

What does a compassionate response to Militarism look like? engagement, offering alternatives, listening to the needs behind Militarism (fear, need for physical and economic security and safety).

Mango Count

Yesterday (Thursday 15th): 43 mangoes
Today (Friday 16th): 33 mangoes

Menu:
Yesterday: plenty of smoothies, and we tried our first dish of chicken in mango and soy sauce. With very large macaroni pasta. Delicious! (Though Sam reckons it needed more soy sauce ... too sweet).

Tonight: mixed veggies in mango and soy sauce (and a dash of white wine) on rice.

Tonight's Mango Menu

We all enjoyed mango smoothies throughout the day, making use of the blended pulp I made up last night - and which when frozen our family refers to as mango ice-cream. It kind of tastes like mango gelato ...

Then I had the 35 or so mangoes from today's drop to deal with.

I very nearly ignored the problem, or wondered if I should ask if anyone needs 35 mangoes. But I finally found the energy to deal with the issue. It's not like they'll go away. And there will be 35 more tomorrow to deal with.

So I figured I go with Sam's mango sauce idea.

Mango & Soy Sauce

1 large bowl of cut up mangoes
1 cup soy sauce
1 garlic 'pod' - what do you call the whole garlic thing?
2 onions
2 red peppers
1 tbsp oil

So basically, fry up the onions, add the garlic, then the peppers. Once they look done I threw in almost all the mango (enough so it wouldn't fall out of the frying pan) and then added the soy sauce. I was a little scared I'd thrown in too much soy sauce, but the taste test seems to suggest a winner.

I tried canning them, but the jars were too big for my big pots, so I'm not sure it worked properly. We'll just have to eat them quick.

Mango Count for Wed April 14th

25 Mangoes. Twenty-four from the tree behind the water tank. One from the tree near the train station.

Tonight's Mango Menu

Tonight I finally pulled myself together enough to battle the growing mound of mangoes in the kitchen. I think nearly 10 more dropped from the tree since 9am this morning.

I decided not to use all the mangoes from today, just the large bowl - so about 35. I have been searching the web for different mango recipes, and there's some interesting ones out there. Mango chutney and mango sauce look pretty good. I'm going to give them a try soon.

Today I couldn't get around to the hassle cooking a major mango fantasy - although last night I pulled together a pretty tasty mango chicken with soy sauce (if I may toot my own mango horn). Sam (wife) thinks I should come up with a mango bbq sauce of some kind.

Back to tonight. Well, we'd used up all our mango puree / ice cream yesterday so I decided to replenish our stocks. So after peeling (it's more like flaying) 35 mangoes, I blended and have a full medium-sized tuppaware (or Lucky Supermarket equivalent) of mango puree. Probably close to 2.5 litres. I'll freeze it tonight.

But I decided I couldn't really stop there. I had to enjoy the fruit of my labour (!) and asked Sam if a mango smoothie was in order. She readily agreed. I spooned about a cup and a half of mango puree back into the blender, another cup and a half of chilled milk (the carton straight out of the fridge, that is) and added my secret masala spice mix - about a teaspoon and a half - and blended till it looked mixed up well and good.

The result? Well, in my opinion, it was a rather muted flavour. Not the full-bodied sweetness of a straight mango smoothie, and the spices started off with a kick and then faded a little. I think the spice mix needs a little work. Perhaps just stick with cardamom.

Mango Count for Today

As of 9am this morning there are 35 mangoes (all of which fell from the tree).

Here's a picture of the ant's nest I mentioned in yesterday's blog. (photo courtesy of friend, Simon). Each tree has three or four of these natural disaster areas in them.


If you ever wondered what ants sound like I can tell you. Like rice bubbles. That "snap, crackle, pop!" sound of breakfast cereal fame. It's weird walking past a tree and hearing that sound.

Mangoing Around

It's hot season. Let me repeat. It's HOT season here in Cambodia. There is little to do other than mope around feeling hot, sweaty and itchy as the heat rash works it's way into every sweaty little crevice - elbows and backs of knees usually!

The benefit of hot season in Cambodia is, of course, MANGOES! I've lived in Cambodia a little over 6 years and we've only recently moved to a place where we have a real mango tree - five of them. And every day I pick up somewhere between 10 and 20 mangoes. It's getting a little overwhelming.

The first week we kept up - cutting, peeling, eating those freshly ripe mangoes. Then it got to be a little too much. Not to mention the mango allergy rash from the sap. Very itchy (adds to the heat rash). The other thing you have to watch out for is the nasty red ants that make their home in our mango trees. They pull several leaves together, stitch them up with what looks like spider's web, and make a nest. Bump one of those babies and you'll find thousands of angry acid biting ants crawling down the back of your shirt. Ouch!

So today I decided on a slightly different course. I had been cutting out the pulp, using the blender and freezing it - making really great mango ice-cream, which then goes into mango smoothies very well. Today it was time to take it to a new level - mango jam!

Not just mango jam, but spiced mango jam. I hit a winner on this.

I found a simple an interesting recipe on the web from eCurry (http://www.ecurry.com/blog/condiments-and-sauces/mango-jam/). And a few hours later, voila!, mango jam. I even was able to can them in old jam jars, which amazingly sealed! Awesome. 7 jars of spiced mango jam ... thats a lot of jam. What will I do with tomorrow's mango's?


Re: Recipe
> There are no lemons in Kampot, so I omitted the lemon juice.
> I had WAY more mangoes than three - I didn't count them, but 20 is a conservative estimate. It came to 10 cups of mango pulp.
> I estimated one mango equaled one cup of pulp and added one cup of sugar for every 3 cups of pulp
> I also included star anise to the spices

Re: Canning
> I washed old jam jars then heated them in the oven for a few minutes
> then I followed the instructions from the Wycliffe recipe book for sterilising the jam jars, which also seals them. I wasn't sure this would work (this being my first jam-making attempt) but 6 of 7 jars sealed. Cool.

Converting a paper book into an ebook using Ubuntu

My task today, as the title says, is to convert a paper book into a text-searchable ebook on Ubuntu (a Linux-based OS).

I'm using an HP G60 Intel Core2Duo using Ubuntu Jaunty 64-bit.

My plan is to:

1. scan the book (about 100 pages) using Xsane scanner with my Epson Stylus CX3100 (old machine that she is) into TIFF files at 300 dpi
2. crop pages so only one page is showing (rather than two pages side by side) so that I can use tesseract for OCR. I'm hoping to use a batch processing plugin on the GIMP for that.
3. I will need to remove any blemishes from each page, such as shadows and scribbles in the margins from previous readers. Also hoping a batch process will do the lion's share of this.
4. living in Cambodia, this is a copy of an original book, so the 'original' is not that great. I'm expecting some OCR errors because of that.
5. Then I will need to collate the OCR text into a text file, can I batch this somehow? Manual copy-and-paste will be really tedious.
6. Using the text file will import to Calibre to create an ebook of any file I want (pdb, prc, mobi, lib, you name it!)
7. save to SD card for reading (I currently use a Palm TX)

Let's see how I go and I'll let you know any further steps I needed to use.

Exercise Postponed

Sadly I was taken ill Thursday night and spent all of Saturday in a horizontal posture. Exercise will have to wait until I recover sufficient energy to attempt the ride to Kep.

Excerise

One of my (ongoing) goals is fitness. But is like so many goals that
gets pushed to the end of the list, and simply missed in the craziness
of life. Well, the move to Kampot is facilitating excercise - somewhat.